Pieces Of Me.

Finally, I'm back. Gonna start that work attachment thing next week. I'm gonna be so damn busy. And there's the camp. Damn the holidays.
Sighs. How do I ever get out of this fucking mess. Tell me what to do. Every step, every decision, seems so utterly wrong. I'm just waiting for each day to pass. Not knowing what's gonna happen next. Not knowing when friends will turn into enemies. Not knowing what a bitch others think I am. I didn't mean for anything to happen. I really didn't. Sighs. Fuck my life, I feel so fucking helpless.
Don't make me fall deeper please. I don't want to.